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No giant thing of fireworks. No explosions. No ground coming out from all of us and dragging us underground. I was wrong, and I'm not going to complain about it. Right now we're in a good position not to get ourselves killed. I like not getting killed. Not getting killed is what my whole life is about now.

My whole life is going to come to nothing if we start trying to take back Gebann's chair, and we lose. The worst part is I don't know how long I can hold it off. It's not my decision, no matter how much I try to ground him.

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You know, seeing those mountains again makes me realise just how much I've missed them. I haven't missed them at all. They're probably the biggest eyesore in the world, and I'm going to be glad when I don't have to look at them anymore because they'll be behind us.

I just had to get that off my chest.